Sex-Mex
OK this is my story. My boyfriend and I started as friends and we stay like this for 3 years, I saw him with 2 girls during our friendship without feeling anything about it, I saw him cry and dry his tears like real good friends, then we started to hang out and spend more time together by the end of hig school, in 6 months we were in love with a very real and pure love a kids love of course because we were only 17 years old, we were together for 1 year and 11 months, everything was so perfect the kind of relationship that every girl dreams he was so romantic, showed a lot of details and interes for the relationship, always taking care of me spending time with me and my family, but one day his friends asked him if we were together as a man and women, you know like couples do, few words they asked him about sex, we have talked about it and we decided to wait till we both were ready for it so we never talked about it again till this day I told him I was not ready yet so!
He said he understand me and he will respect my desicion but after a couple of months he came to me with a very different attitude he said: For the last time are you going to do it with me or not??? so I said no I told you I'm not ready then he said well i guess that’s it, so I asked him this is it? Are you throwing almost 2 years of a very good relationship away just because of sex? And he said yes that’s it and he left, I stayed outside my house crying but thinking he will come back in a minute but no he didn’t he went straight to do it with a girl, honestly the lowest and ugliest girl ever he came back to my house after 2 weeks asking me to forgive him he told me all he did and asked me to marry him of course I didn’t, we tried but this girl was always around us so I got tired right now he is about to marry her, he still calls me every once in a while asking for my forgiveness last thing he said was I will always love you and you will always have a big piece of my hear!
I cried for you for 3 long years even when I was with her but I know you deserve so much better, and believe me it took a long time to me to recover I cried for him like if he was death I lost all self confidence but now I’m back and feeling better then never I’m still single but looking for the right guy smarter and wiser and if you ever think you won’t fall in love again after a huge lost like mine, you are so wrong you will when you never expect it and it will be a better love a mature one you just have to take the good side with you the good times and share it with the rest of the people to let them know there’s always a chance to love for every body...
K. Faith U., 25, Mexico
